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A beautiful woman in an ugly world

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A Beautiful woman...
When I think of the word beautiful, your name always is the first thought to cross my mind. Images of your face flood through my brain putting a smile on my face. The outer beauty will fade so that is not what truly captivates my attention, the true beauty is the heart you hold close like a jade. You protect it's energy and beauty for the times when you need to bring joy and happiness to those you care about the most, and those care about you the most. The truth is my intentions were not to fall for you but I simply could not help but want all of you. I wanted more and began to crave your care, lust for your love, howl for your hugs which were the side effects from being addicted to a drug. Dreams of the future where I would wake up to your smile, to hold you close along with our child, the happy life and having you as my wife. Reading story books while you cook and goodnight kisses after washing the dishes. Sitting and drinking tea while you lay against me, sighing deeply looking sleepy. This is the result of working harder than any other as a loving, kind, dedicated mother. Yet through all the struggles we can still manage to cuddle and huggle, through all the rain and pain your smile remains. Each and every day you choose to fight on and live in this dark world without turning the light on and illuminating the illusions of your family. All while clinging onto your sanity and forcibly being handed to the heartless men of humanity. A beautiful woman is not always found in a magazine, on television, or being showcased in the media. Instead she is walking as a goddess among men exuberating a subtle beauty that only those not blind to the sight of the divine and ascended mind are able to witness. So few can see the radiant shine of one who rivals the sun and brightens the lives of those who can see the hidden beauty within her eyes.

 

 

This world is violent prone, living in silent homes, nobody seems to care, and you feel alone

Thinking life is not fair, you shed your tears, before you dream, visualizing your fears

Yet no one can hear you scream, your fright fills the night, but in the day, they always say

You are doing alright, thinking you are fine, nobody pays any mind, they would rather be blind

Than take a peek into your mind, seeing the pain you hide, the nights you cried

The days you lied, the day you died inside, becoming cold from doing as you are told

With nobody to hold, to keep you warm, and safe during the storms, so you mourn

Accepting this would be the outcome since you were born, the little hope you had is torn

But still you smile in world that is vile, and that created a spark, that helped me through the dark

You were freezing but still pleasing, helping me see the misleading while you were grieving

That moment I fell, and knew you had as well, it seemed that we were destined on receiving

Hate from fate, the closer we became, the less we had to celebrate, I was incinerating your ice

You were flooding my fire, this passion from pain and the pleasure seemed to deepen our desire

Our connection achieved perfection even through the depression and aggression

With this situation filled with desperation, amazingly there is still no separation

We have formed a bond that will last eternally, with deep love internally

Even with a chance to change and avoid the pain I can I promise I would keep it all the same

Through the inferno I heard you calling my name and through the blizzard you heard the same

For this I will give you no blame, there is no shame from me knowing I would lose you again

Only the joy of knowing, even when it is not snowing, your cheeks will be glowing

While you are thinking about how I love you so much, your cheeks will look like a rose

When the thought makes your blood rush until you blush

 Feeling your heart will remain without a stain with the love for me within your veins

Temporarily or permanently subduing your pain...

 

 

 

 

 
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